via Daily Prompt: Mystery
The mystery of love –
You cry and promise you’ll never get back again,
and then you beg for forgiveness;
you cry your heart, holding out,
and then cry your heart out giving in;
you vow to avenge yourself, and yet after it all, you give in?
how insulting and humiliating it is to see your ego ground to dust
What of all that anger, threats, and helplessness you felt, that humiliation and hurt?
You throw it all away to smile again and be loved.
Love proves greater than resolve – why?
Because it’s sweet, it’s magical, it feels wonderful and warm when you’re in it.
Can anyone at all resist the lure of beauty of true love?
I can’t – oh I give in like a wilted flower wanting to blossom again, like a stale musty breeze captured in a room, wanting the waft of the morning cool breeze.
I can’t resist, I give in again and again – oh to the mystery of love!
Embrace the unknown alone,
Don’t be afraid to put yourself out there – the experiences you shall have, shall nourish you forever,
Feel and accept the aloneness – paradoxically it sets you free.
Our first experience alone is always liberating, mine certainly was. It was, because I had doubted myself – my confidence and the ability to go an unknown land & have unknown experiences alone; to embrace the unknown and look forward to it is not easy.
We all depend on one another for love and help. But sometimes it binds us from exploring, from finding more about ourselves/ reaching our full potential. We fear the unknown, doubt our capabilities and choose the warmth and comfort of the confines we’ve lived in so far. Sometimes we need to know and prove to ourselves that we can take care of ourselves, we can survive out there on our own. Of course one hopes that the day never comes or that if it does, its a result of our choices; but still if it does we will have the courage to embrace the unknown and go it SOLO! 🙂
Hence the sense of liberation comes after the experience – and I felt it. Right after I stepped out of my plane in Berlin (leaving Vienna behind – after my 4 night first solo trip) and into the confines of the airport where I knew I’d be re-united with my husband who would be joining me here in an hour. The exhilaration hit me as I settled down with a coffee to wait for him – wow! I’d finally done it. I had proven to myself that I was capable of being on my own in an unknown country for 4 whole days – mapping sightseeing routes, understanding the underground train lines and negotiating my way, befriending strangers, living everyday life in a city I had never set my sights on before, having lunch alone in a café and still enjoying it, watching an opera alone – activities I had always done with company hitherto.
I know now that I can live anywhere in the world and be ok. I can travel alone, shop and live alone and still manage. It reinforces, its a boost to your inner strength and courage. To many – it may seem like no big deal – but for a first timer – It is a BIG deal!